Wednesday, March 15, 2017

Kristin & Michael

Kristin,
Originally, you were my Aunt. You were willing to take me in when my mom died. I didn't realize that you were trying to help me then, but know that I have moved out and I am on my own, I see that you were there to help me in my time of need. I wasn't willing to accept that. I am know, and I am so sorry for hurting you Michael and the boys, I didn't mean to, but at the time that I moved out, I was "In Love", I didn't care who I hurt because I was only thinking of myself. I now realize that you were only trying to tell me that Eli wasn't that right person for me. I am sorry that I wasn't listening to you. I know that you only did it because you love me and only want the best for me. I am so grateful that you were there for me in my time of need. Now that I don't have you in my everyday life I am grateful for the time that I had with you. I am sorry that I was mean to you. I am sorry that I didn't treat you with the respect that you deserve. I am sorry that I didn't show you how much I love you.

I am so grateful that you adopted me when you didn't have to. I am grateful that you took me in, in my time of need. I am grateful that you showed me how a true mom is supposed to treat me. I am grateful that you showed me what love is. I am grateful to have had you when I needed you the most. I just hope that one day we will be able to have a healthy relationship. I hope that you will be at my wedding. I hope that you will be there when I am pregnant and ready to have my first child, your grandchild. I hope that you can eventually forgive me for the mistakes that I have made in the past few years. I hope that you can forgive me for showing up at your house on Easter. I hope that you can forgive me for everything that I have done to hurt you and your family. I love you more than you can imagine.
- Frankie

Michael,
I am so grateful that you are my dad. I am sad that we have drifted apart because of my lifestyle. I am sorry for hurting you and the boys. I am sorry that I wasn't willing to accept you advice. I am sorry that I was mean to you when I was mad. I am sorry that I lost control and swore at you instead of expressing my emotions.

I saw that you published you book. Congratulations I know how hard you have worked on your book. I remember reading it when it was in a binder.

I would like to thank you for taking me in when you didn't have to. You and Kristin didn't have to do, but you were willing to. I am so grateful that I was apart of you family. I hope that you will be able to walk me down that aisle when I get married. I also hope that you will be there when I have my first child. I hope that you will be able to forgive me for what I have done to hurt you. I love you so much. I am so grateful that you were apart of my life. I am grateful to have had a true father in my life. I wish that I would have been more accepting of you as my father.
-Frankie


I am so grateful that you are my mom and dad.

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